Stick By Me

I'm just a kid with no ambition
I fail at all attempts of motivation
Self-loathing has never felt so good

I think I hate myself
For all of the right reasons
Cause the wrong ones never stuck by me

Slit wrists
Fast kicks
Quick fix
Gotta feel better
Gotta get better
Now

I'm just a kid, its not worth living
The future is something I just don't believe in
But my past is as broken as I am

I think I hate myself
For all of the right reasons
Cause the wrong ones never stuck by me

Slit wrists
Fast kicks
Quick fix
Gotta feel better
Gotta get better
Now

I'm just a kid with no ambition
I fail at all attempts of motivation
Self-loathing has never felt so good

Alive

At one time I was alive
I actually wanted to be alive
Now my patience is running thin
Life is losing any point it once had

At one time I was alive
I actually wanted to be alive
Now my patience is running thin
Life is losing any point it once had

Times like this I wish I was afraid
To take my life to take anything at all
it is not fair to you That I am who I am
So please let me be nonexistent

Times like this I wish I was afraid
To take my life to take anything at all
it is not fair to you That I am who I am
So please let me be nonexistent

Fake pills false wills Is everything I am
There's no reason why I should be alive
There's no reason why I would still be alive
There's no reason why I could call myself alive

Fake pills false wills Is everything I am
There's no reason why I should be alive
There's no reason why I would still be alive
There's no reason why I could call myself alive

Honesty

Drinking to the death of me
Fucking is the end of me
I have no future where I'm concerned
blood sweat and tears are to much for me
Ill stick with blood and tears its easier
To bleed and whine about my life
Its all I have its all I have

Broken changing without a doubt
Who am I who I am is
Sickening words strung together
Telling lies about who I am
Despite not knowing the truth
I am the lost soul in plain sight
blurry eyed I've lost my way
But you have too you have too

Turn off the lights
Its to bright in here for me
I like the dark But I'm afraid
Of everything around me that could be
Lurking in the shadows
Like I always do
Like I always do
I guess that means I'm afraid of myself
Fuck it I'm afraid of myself.

Conventional or
Superficial thoughts
He said she said
That I'm not worth it
Well fuck it I'm not worth it

Unconventional or
Motivational thoughts
He said she said
That I am worth it
Fuck it I'm still not worth it

Now I am forever silent
Screaming whispers
It can't be known
Just who I am by how I look
My conscience yearns to shut out
Everything you say to me
While I just want to shut off
Every fucking sound I hear tonight
I'm sick of hearing your voice
I'm so fucking sick of your voice

Girls

All the girls look at me
With such disgust in their face
I'd go home and cry
But I've found where I belong
With a middle finger pointed at them
I've lived my life alone

So hostile I look upon the world
With such wrath I cater to my intentions
Ill make a mark before I die
I swear it girly I can't be your guy

This life was given to me
In the form of a regret
They wrote upon my wall
Told my story before I had a chance

Did you have a laugh
A belly full of past
Written in bold ink
Typed down for all to see
Or is it hidden in a diary
Your secrets safe with me

Maybe my rambling is justified
Maybe my life is a lie
Maybe I'm on the top of the world
Maybe I've fallen so far...

CUT OFF MY MIDDLE FINGER
(before I point it at you)
END ALL OF MY AGGRESSIVE
(make peace at last)
WOULD THAT MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON
DO YOU THINK YOU'D LOVE ME MORE.

Cut off my middle finger
End all of my aggression
Would that make me a better person
Do you think you'd love me more...