Moving On

I remember how I felt
When I started writing songs
Specifically about you
And I remember how I felt
When you didn't care at all
It was just yesterday
When I grew up
Just a little bit
Cause the fairytale ending
That I always hoped for
Will never come true
But the truth is
Maybe now I'm happy
Maybe now ill move on

Its almost the new year
And its another one of the phases
Where we will never talk again
That is until the spring
When you realize its my birthday
You'll wish me a happy one
And tell me that you love me
And ill say I love you back
But maybe I won't respond
Maybe ill move on
Even if that means
I'm growing up

Several years from now
We'll probably meet again
It will be a sad reunion
Ill be alone
While you'd be likely married
To someone who you just met
Cause that's just who you are
You always ignore
Just what you've always had
And now I'm catching on
So maybe I will move on
Maybe ill grow up
Even if it means growing away
From you

Just as a reminder
Ill keep my head about me
Singing this song
It will be the last one
That I will ever write
About you
Cause now I'm done
Now I'm moving on
Now I'm growing up
Its ironic I know
That I've always loved you
But you never loved me
So Finally
I guess
I need to
Thank you
One last time

Goodnight Kevin

Goodnight Kevin.
sleep well tonight
As tonight is the only night
to dream in heaven

Run away from demons
Life will be better
When you wake up
Life will be better

Goodnight Kevin
sleep well tonight
As tonight is the only night
To dream a good dream

Live long and prosper
That's what they say
But I'd rather
You just smile today

Goodnight Kevin
sleep well tonight
As tonight is the only night
To dream about love

Living in the night
Isn't as nice
as you might think
Its quite sorrowful

Quite sorrowful

(break)

Goodnight Kevin
sleep well tonight
As tonight is the only night
To dream at all

Beautiful Futures

The words that I sing
Like weak little lies
Attempt to hide
Just who I really am

Dependent on razors
And white little pills
Maybe a song
Or maybe some thrills
Equivalent to what you left behind

Now if only I could sing
I'd sing you a song
Worthy of you
And all of your futures
Your beautiful futures

The words that I sing
Like white little lies
Attempt to hide
Just how I truly feel

Due to hearts and hand grenades
My head explodes
All the time
When it comes to you
I wish I knew
Just what I should do
When it comes to you

And when it comes to you
I wish I could sing
Cause I'd sing you a song
One worthy of
All your beautiful futures
Your goddamn beautiful futures
I'm so fucking happy you have
Such beautiful futures