Sunday, September 22, 2013

I met the devil inside myself
He is grasping at my soul
Almost has it in his control
But I won't give in without a fight
I will die to protect 
What's left of the good in me

The shadows behind my eyes
They look at everyone in fear
I can't stand this feeling in my gut
The devil, he knows I'm here

Im waging war against the devil
You could say I have a bad feeling about this
But ask Han and he'll tell you who shot first
Me vs Jack's Smirking Revenge

Piece by piece
I'm tearing myself apart at the seams
Searching for the devil inside of me
I want him out, I want to be free
I just want to save
What's left of the good in me

The shadows behind my eyes
They look at everyone in fear
I can't stand this feeling in my gut
The devil, he knows I'm here

So I guess it's time to march to our deaths.

I swear there's still good in me

Supes

In colloquial summers
You left me again
It's hard to trust anyone
When your falling down
Cause what if there's no one
To catch you in the end

Cause we're all searching for superman
To save us in the end
We're all afraid we are alone
Scared of faillin apart
I guess we just have to accept
That we have to save ourselves
So will you help save me
If I promise to help save you too

In colloquial summers
I lost myself again
It's hard to trust me
Cause I don't know how to live
And I know there's no one for me
To catch me in the end

Cause we're all searching for superman
To save us in the end
We're all afraid we are alone
Scared of failing apart
I guess we just have to accept
That we have to save ourselves
So will you help save me
If I promise to help save you too

In colloquial summers
We came together again
But now we're both afraid
That this will be our end
So in colloquial summers
I'll be okay if you just hold my hand

Whoa-oh Whoa-oh
Whoa-oh Whoa-oh
Cause we're all searching for superman
To save us in the end
We're all afraid we are alone
So God damn scared of failing apart
So place your hand in mine
Everything can be alright
If we face this together
I think we can smile forever

Thursday, April 4, 2013

The Seagull & The Pigeon

It's inevitable that I'll unforgettable
Undeniably, it's the way I treat my misery
That has you swooning over me

[kyles lines]

The seagull and pigeon flew away
Never knowing if they'd be okay
Two birds of different feathers
Searching for stormy weather
Common companions til they die

I have faith in humanity
Idealistic capacity
I run on positivity
An optimistic tragedy
Sarcastic capabilities
A fuck up of society
Straightedge tendencies
Pop-punk possibilities

[kyles lines]

The seagull and pigeon flew away
Never knowing if they'd be okay
Two birds of different feathers
Searching for stormy weather
Common companions til they die

I'm the last of my kind
A modern day paradigm

Common Companions til we die

Purple

Red eyed
Sleep deprived
Clouding over blue eyes

Red skies
Shipwrecked lives
Clouding over blue skies

There are things in life I really want to see
A beautiful composition of what you mean to me
Visualize this song as a red-blue stream of melodies
Painted on a canvas with words we said with ease

Blue eyed
Hopeful eyes
Shining through melancholic lives

Blue skies
Sun rise eyes
Shining through melancholic skies

There are things in life I really want to see
A beautiful composition of what you mean to me
Visualize this song as a red-blue stream of melodies
Painted on a canvas with words we said with ease

Sleepless In The 603

I woke up to my world falling apart
I tried to be friends with the devils pawns
And now I am paying my retribution
For trying to help them be good
Betrayed by those I thought I loved
And I should of seen it more clearly
The shadows in their eyes
They were vultures in disguise
I was the soon to be dead meat

Whats the use caring about my morality
If it causes my faith in humanity
To waver so constantly
I just want to remain naive
To love everyone so equally

Everything around me is falling asleep
But I can't seem to do the same
Even all of these electric sheep
Can do nothing for me
I'm lost forever in my dead end dreams
Sleepless in the six oh three
I have nowhere to go, nowhere to be
But I don't feel safe here anymore
I don't feel safe here anymore
I don't feel safe here

Whats the use caring about my morality
If it causes my faith in humanity
To waver so constantly
I just want to remain naive
To love everyone so equally

I was stabbed in the back
I was stabbed in the front
But what the fuck does it matter I was stabbed to death
What the fuck does it matter I was stabbed to death
But what the fuck does it matter I was stabbed to death
What the fuck does it matter I was stabbed to death
But what the fuck does it matter I was stabbed to death

Voiceless Of My Generation

I have skeletons in my closet
I have blood under my nails
There is a sadness to my friendship
I forgot to mention that little detail

I'm hung over from hating life
In spite of medicine, in the form of friends
I'm stranded in a sea of this depressing disbelief

I tried my hardest to be a saint
Protecting everyone from everything
But I never thought to protect myself from me
I found myself alone one morning naked and without love, bleeding out this vacant-hearted vulnerability

I've became the unholy ghost
A modern day paradigm of what not to be
A bird without a song
I have become the voiceless of my generation

Searching for X without a map
Dug my own grave two feet short
A measure of my self-worth
So introspective I lost my reflection

I tried my hardest to be a saint
Protecting everyone from everything
But I never thought to protect myself from me
I found myself alone in the morning naked and without love, bleeding out this vacant-hearted vulnerability

I'm so terrified of all the words I string together
I'm afraid that they don't real mean anything at all
Just a bunch of sounds in the form of English words
I truly believe that I am the voiceless of my generation
I'm so terrified of letting down my fellow humans
What if I'm the cause, the downfall of us all
But why am I still concerned that no one will care
About all the things that I'm attempting to say
I truly do believe, oh i truly do believe that I am the voiceless of my generation

My So-Called Life

I've felt like a floorboard for so long now
And I'm a little bit more than just worn out
from all the times you walked back and forth
over me
Do you really think it's easy to support your weight
When you don't want to help repair the floor

Just cause I'm nice, doesn't give you the right
To make all of my decisions for me
I swear to god this is my so-called life
I don't want to live it under your sea

Dirt and dust keeps collecting over me
But there you are making me feel
Like a bird in the sky, finally free
Soaring above clouds, looking down
In your shirt I find comfort
In your bed naked again
I'm in heaven
I'm in heaven

you return my nice with your own brand of nice
You understand that this is my so called life
And for that I am happy

I think I like you more than I like anyone
And that's not a white lie it's a confession to god
I hope you don't mind me telling everyone
I'll scream it from the roof at the top of my lungs
Hey world I think I'm in love
I know I'm in love

I've felt like a floorboard for so long now
But now I'm looking up wishing to be
A tile in your roof, an umbrella for your heart
I'll protect you from the tears that you swear are just raindrops
Cause I just want to do my best to take care of you
I just want to do my best to take care of you

Teenage Angst, And A Lesson In Bad Metaphors

I'm an open book with torn up pages
A ghost in a shell in human form
I'm a broken heart in "I love yous"
I'm a washed up has been

Waiting for my time to come again
Waiting for my time to come again
I'm fishing for the answers of the end
I'm fishing for the answers of the end

I'm an artist who can't express
All the feelings that make me depressed
Like a seagull searching for the ocean
I just want to be free of all situations
Aimlessly I'm looking for the cure
To my lack of motivation

I just want to be free
I just want to be free
I'm tired of the struggle of being me
I'm tired of the struggle of being me

The ending is coming I'm hoping for death
It's sweet release and my final breath
Satiate the hunger within my chest
Love or death, please make your bets
I won't call it quits no no no

Waiting for my time to come again
Waiting for my time to come again
I'm fishing for the answers of the end
I'm fishing for the answers of the end

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Ms. 9

It was a summer that I met your life
For the first time I deemed it love at first sight
When you woke up I witnessed your eyes
Bewildered with the thought of someone new
A kindred spirit you found in me
Hoping for lasting memories

And when it came time for us try
It fell apart with solemn eyes
I couldn't be there for you
When all you needed was comfort
A common theme throughout my life
A common failure throughout my life

Still friendship held onto us
Refused to let us go
Relied on one another
To make it through the night
We were each others light
Fighting the darkness inside ourselves

A year or so later
You and I tried again
This time deemed more fruitful
Yet again space kept us apart
Although you made it clear much later
That I was too easy and you
You wanted a challenge that I couldn't give you
A common theme throughout my life
A common failure throughout my life

But somehow throughout the fights
We're still friends
We're still friends
And once again
The cities that separate us
Hold themselves against us
I love mine, while you love yours
But I know that we can hold on to what we have
A lifelong friendship is worth this.

It was a summer that I met your life
I quickly deemed it love at first sight
A common theme throughout my life
A common failure throughout my life

Darkside

I blame myself for caring about you
You're a bitch but you already knew that
The only thing that I ever wanted was your happiness
And I'm glad to know
That all it ever earned me
Was an eternity
Of regret for ever being human in the first place

If you could read my mind
You'd be a suicide

And I
Have a darker past than you
So stop
Blaming all your problems
On what you've been through
The sympathy you gather
From all the boys you spin a round your finger
Doesn't justify
All choices that you've made
In the name of running away

Now darling we both know
That hate isn't really my thing
But I think it's what I'm feeling
How else could you explain
Me not caring if you died

Now I'm sick of your ways
And the sadness that you choose to radiate
Your manipulative gaze
Attracts boys like the plague
You would put a succubus to shame

And I
Have a darker past than you
So stop
Blaming all your problems
On what you've been through
The sympathy you gather
From all the boys you spin around your finger
Doesn't justify
all choices that you've made
In the name of running away

It's so sad to see
That the love that I had
Has been twisted into hate
I just wish you would understand
I was the light in your life
And now I'm leaving you to the dark
To hold you down and rip you apart

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Live together, die alone

Woke up one day with a shadow on my back
Noticed silhouettes keeping me intact
No one should hold on to the past
If it means holding on to regret

Oh god please grant me the sweet relief of breath
I just need to get this off of my chest

Somehow I know Im destined to die alone
When love has turned my heart to stone

I can feel the devil on my back
Creeping up like a heart attack-attack-attack
He is the darkness inside my head
Telling me I am better off dead

Oh god won't you stand on my shoulder
Give me the strength to tear him asunder

Somehow I know I'm destined to die alone
I hope to be reunited with you soon

So tell me who wrote our play
Who wrote all the words I will say
Is is you or is it me
Who is the star of this story

Is it filled with cliches?
Will I die of a broken heart?
Was my life written out for me?
Do I have a choice?
What's my story?
Do I get to choose, who I fall in love with?
Do I have control of my own body?
Time will tell if I will be happy
Time will tell if I will sleep soundly
Time will tell
Time will tell
If we live together
And die alone