Ms. 9

It was a summer that I met your life
For the first time I deemed it love at first sight
When you woke up I witnessed your eyes
Bewildered with the thought of someone new
A kindred spirit you found in me
Hoping for lasting memories

And when it came time for us try
It fell apart with solemn eyes
I couldn't be there for you
When all you needed was comfort
A common theme throughout my life
A common failure throughout my life

Still friendship held onto us
Refused to let us go
Relied on one another
To make it through the night
We were each others light
Fighting the darkness inside ourselves

A year or so later
You and I tried again
This time deemed more fruitful
Yet again space kept us apart
Although you made it clear much later
That I was too easy and you
You wanted a challenge that I couldn't give you
A common theme throughout my life
A common failure throughout my life

But somehow throughout the fights
We're still friends
We're still friends
And once again
The cities that separate us
Hold themselves against us
I love mine, while you love yours
But I know that we can hold on to what we have
A lifelong friendship is worth this.

It was a summer that I met your life
I quickly deemed it love at first sight
A common theme throughout my life
A common failure throughout my life

Darkside

I blame myself for caring about you
You're a bitch but you already knew that
The only thing that I ever wanted was your happiness
And I'm glad to know
That all it ever earned me
Was an eternity
Of regret for ever being human in the first place

If you could read my mind
You'd be a suicide

And I
Have a darker past than you
So stop
Blaming all your problems
On what you've been through
The sympathy you gather
From all the boys you spin a round your finger
Doesn't justify
All choices that you've made
In the name of running away

Now darling we both know
That hate isn't really my thing
But I think it's what I'm feeling
How else could you explain
Me not caring if you died

Now I'm sick of your ways
And the sadness that you choose to radiate
Your manipulative gaze
Attracts boys like the plague
You would put a succubus to shame

And I
Have a darker past than you
So stop
Blaming all your problems
On what you've been through
The sympathy you gather
From all the boys you spin around your finger
Doesn't justify
all choices that you've made
In the name of running away

It's so sad to see
That the love that I had
Has been twisted into hate
I just wish you would understand
I was the light in your life
And now I'm leaving you to the dark
To hold you down and rip you apart