Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Forest Of No Return.

Please help me now i am dying.


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repeated several times throughout the song.
its recorded. i love it.
kyle loves it.
awesome possum.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Royalty.

Where's your sense of compassion
Where's your need of loyalty
These are just suggestions.
To help quell your royalty.

So let me tell you now
I don't think
That your life is
Worth living
Until you fix the
Way you act
You better cure yourself in time

Where's your sense of compassion
Where's your need of loyalty
These are just suggestions.
To help quell your royalty.

HEY GIRL - yelled
You better
open your eyes
Cause your head
is filled with lies
With all the ways
That your parents
taught you
Won't you please
Just wake up

Where's your sense of compassion
Where's your need of loyalty
These are just suggestions.
To help quell your royalty.

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eh.
not my favorite.
not from the heart.

I am Me,

Full of contradictions
I SLIT MY WRISTS
But I swear
IM NOT ONE OF THEM

I am who I am
A BLACK HOLE SUN
I'm never happy
But at least I SMILE

I am I am
My own PERSON
I am I am
My own SICKNESS
I am I am
my own HEART
I am I am
my own DEFECTS
And I might be dark
But I have a light
AND WHEN THE FIRE
GETS OUT OF CONTROL
ILL DOUSE IT OUT
WITH MY OWN BLOOD!

I enjoy the dark romantic
Side of life...

The burn of cigarettes
The coughing up of blood
A dance with a razor
The purging of my insides

BUT I SWEAR TO GOD
I'm not a stereotype
I'm just another boy
SO LEAVE ME ALONE
AND LET ME BE ME
For the last half
of my life

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i enjoy.
it is dark.
but oh well.
i am too.
might need to be longer though

Feeling Blue?

I want to be the beat
That makes your heart stop
I want to be the one
That turns you off

Its just another way for me to say
I don't want you to feel blue
No, I don't want you to feel at all

I want to be the last stop
Of your dying heart beat
I just want to be free
Free of you and me

Its just another way for me to say
I don't want you to feel blue
No, I don't want you to feel at all

AND I DON'T WANT
YOU TO FEEL
IN THE WAY
WHERE YOU ARE BURIED
SIX FEET
UNDERGROUND

Its just another way for me to say
I don't want you to feel blue
No, I don't want you to feel at all.

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eh
needs to be longer.

Come Back?

I miss you
How could you have disappeared
I have been crying my days away
I want you back by my side
I know this just may be my fault
But I am hoping you are okay
Without you the million cuts
That we've been through
Have been hurting me
And I'm sorry to say but
I'm hurting without you
Best friends until the end
I want you in my life
To help me up when I fall
My best friend I miss you

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sad song.
actually recorded and not bad.

Books And Songs

hey!
I hate my life today
Same as any other day
Hey!
I love my life today
Same as any other day

My blood is tearing me to pieces
As my heart lays me to rest
So Beat me a little faster
Cause my hearts not beating in my chest
Whoa-oo-o
Whoa-oo-o

Hey!
I hate my life today
Same as any other day
Hey!
I love my life today
Same as any other day

And the words that I remember
Calling from your lips
Have brought about the darker side
Of animals and men

So like nineteen eighty four
This is the end of freedom
Like in a catch 22
I don't know what to do
No I don't know what to do

Hey!
I hate my life today
Same as any other day
Hey!
I love my life today
Same as any other day

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i enjoyed my literary references.
i need more of those.
also.
this needs to be longer.

Sleepy Silhouette

My eyes are bleeding shut
My body is restless
and over tired
My insides are decaying
And In pain

My mind can't think
Of the words to put in a song
So I'm sorry I rambled
But this is all I got

I miss you
Just so I can have you
I love you
Just so I can feel

And I need you by my side
So I can forget my pain
And I need you by my side
Cause I'm a little bit insane

(where are you)
I'm a little to fucked up now
(where are you)
I'm a little to far
gone

(I'm with you)
I don't know where I am
(I'm with you)
I don't know where you
are

I miss you
Just so I can have you
I love you
Just so I can feel

My thoughts are pouring out
A dangerous endeavor
To know what I think
To know what I know

I'm throwing up my words
I'm sweating out my nerves
I'm wasting away
Not sleeping to say goodbye

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i like this one.
and.
i was tired.