relationships

Here's to hoping
for a one night stand
stuttering a line
About who I think I am


Sharing a secret
With a stranger
Dark and pure
Is it love
Or is it lust

Falling asleep
With a nobody
Just a mask
of a pretty face
Leading me to my doom
I whisper let me go
As you let me in
WAY TO FAR

You grab my hair
You reel me in
I CAN'T ESCAPE
I CAN'T ESCAPE

Here's to hoping
For lifetime stand
Stuttering I do's
its who I think I am

Standing next to you
So confident
I shake and shiver
So cowardly
and maybe im bitter
Resentful and mad
But that doesn't mean 
We have to be had

Until your life leaves you
(Ill be there)
Whether I like it or not
(Ill be there)
Whether you care or not
(Ill be there)
No matter the suffering

ILL BE THERE
UNTIL
THE LIFE
LEAVES
YOU
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note.
the entirety of this can be screamed and it still works.

Yr Smrk Rmnds Me Of The Time U Died.

I'm a quiet boy
In a ambulance
I'm a missing voice
I screamed my lungs out at ya

But I've got a heart
(I've got a heart)
its in my hands
and its on your grave 
how do you like that for a change


And the ghost of you
Never looked better
Than the disappointment
Marked by the face
I ripped the smile off your face
(SO SMIRK AGAIN)
against the wall
I took it all
Everything you ever had

And maybe I'm going to hell
But at least ill take you with me
Your the victim damn straight
Your the murderer
You made me take your life
(SO STOP SMIRKING)
In my face
I'm in your place
Following your footsteps

I'm a bad boy
In a ambulance
I'm a missing voice
I screamed my lungs out at ya

But I've got a heart
(I've got a heart)
its in my hands
and its on your grave
how do you like that for a change

This story began
When I met you
With a smirk
You got my attention
Wrapped up within a cold sweat
And this story ends
With my final salute to you
And all the shit
I put you through
this is my
final goodbye
I am so happy
I made you die


I'm a good boy
In a ambulance
I'm a missing voice
I screamed my lungs out at ya

But I've got a heart
(I've got a heart)
its in my hands
and its on your grave
how do you like that for a change 
how do you like that
I think I like that
I hope you like that
I hope you like you dead

Flatline.

I can walk the plank
Better than you
Sipping real drinks
Stronger than you
This is what I get
For letting you in


Tripping on words
Like heartfelt lungs
missing a beat
Before the flat line hits
Gotta get shocked
Gotta get shocked
Gotta get shocked
Gotta get shocked
Back to life
Please save me now
I'm fading (Fading)
FADING AWAY!

I can tie a rope
Tighter than you
I can fall down
Faster than you
And I don't think
I can get back up
Again

Tripping on words
Like heartfelt lungs
missing a beat
Before the flat line hits
Gotta get shocked
Gotta get shocked
Gotta get shocked
Gotta get shocked
Back to life
Please save me now
I'm fading (Fading)
FADING AWAY!

Until the day
I come to life
Ill stare hungrily
Into your eyes
I want you back
Inside my head
Where you belong
Not in my bed
With my shirt on
Wearing my disguise


Tripping on words
Like heartfelt lungs
missing a beat
Before the flat line hits
the flat line hits
THE FLAT LINE HITS!

Silver And Gold.

Golden eyes follow me
expecting me to be
Something great
But I can't stand the pressure

Golden lies follow me
Wherever I flea
I can't seen to escape them
And the pressure they relieve

But your stuck
In my head
Like a pop song
I want you out
But I can't seem to shake you
Out of my head
I don't want you
But secretly
I love the way you sound

Silver mirrors follow me
To show me who I am
And how ill never be
The number one you want of me
Will never come to be

Silver tongues follow me
trying to convince me to be
Someone more then me
Someone that I'm not

But your stuck
In my head
Like a pop song
I want you out 
But I can't seem to shake you
Out of my head
I don't want you
But secretly
I love the way you sound


Gold and silver
Like trial and error
Never seemed to fit with me
I'm more like a white
As close to nothing as can be

(GOLDEN EYES)
And I can't stop the pressure
(GOLDEN LIES)
But its the pressure they relieve
(SILVER MIRRORS)
And the number one you want of me
(SILVER TONGUES)
Is someone that I'm not
It will never come to be\

But your stuck in my head
like a pop song
And I don't want you out...

The Invisible Ones

I have so many games
But I don't have happiness
Its the way I am
when my shallow eyes zoom in

kick up your skirt
invisible girl
Momentary satisfaction
Is all i have
going for me
When the nights get lonely

I have so many friends
But I don't have happiness
Its the way I am
To always feel the way I should

strike a dying pose
invisible boy
and you'll feel like me
But let it be
Something different
Something not like me

I have so many faults
but I don't have feeling
its the way I am
Numb like a victim in a body bag

And if I ever feel
anything for anyone
Maybe ill talk my way to you
runaway crows mark my defeat
just let them lead the way

And happiness is overrated
When your falling behind in love
You can't make up what you truly feel
when you emerge from that lily pond
That lies between you and her
That lies between you and him
That lies between you and me

I have so many friends
But I can't find you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry ohh
For the invisible kids
Who can't seem to find their way home

Trapped

Staying in a run down loft
The air is cold the heat is off
Its been broken since the night
when I met you

You grabbed my arm
you looked at me
And whispered in my ear
"Please let me go"
"I don't want to be here"

Oh I wish you wouldn't cry
It makes everything
more difficult
I'd let you out
But I can't
I don't run this place
its out of my control

Staying in a run down loft
The shadows crawl the lights are off
They've been out since the night
after I found you

You shook my head
Stared in my eyes
You yelled at me
"please let me go"
"I don't want to be here"

Oh I wish you wouldn't cry
It makes everything
more difficult
I'd let you out
But I can't
I don't run this place
its out of my control

And there's the time
You broke down screaming
"PLEASE LET ME OUT"
"I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE"
You hated me
You wanted out
But I couldn't help you
I'm sorry you can blame me
ill just take the fall

Oh I wish you wouldn't cry
It makes everything
more difficult
I'd let you out
But I can't
I don't run this place
its out of my control

Seventeen

I'm seventeen
With a sore back
My bones ache
With the thought of waking up

My motivation is alive
But just barely
At least I have my passion
But even that is dying

Hey
I already know im screwed
I don't need to hear it from you
Just let me live my life
Its all I got going
for me

I'm seventeen
Without direction
I don't know where I'm going
But I like that

I've got some heartache
Holding me down
I can't seem to let go
yeah I know
I'm just a stupid kid

Hey
I already know im screwed
I don't need to hear it from you
Just let me live my life
Its all I got going
for me

I'm seventeen
without dreams
I've got no plans
no big rich schemes

I'm just a loser
But at least I haven't lost
The only game that matters
Its the one you think it is

Hey
I already know im screwed
I don't need to hear it from you
Just let me live my life
Its all I got going
for me

I'm seventeen
Wasting away
It makes me happy
Wasting time
I guess I'm what you'd call
A waste of space
A waste of life
But I'm only seventeen
I can correct this later

Hey
I already know im screwed
I don't need to hear it from you
Just let me live my life
Its all I got going
for me