On and Off

Tell all my friends
I said goodbe
On the twenty-first
It's a choice of mine

I can't go on
I can't get off
Of this path of mine

In one more week
I'm a suicide
Does this disturb you
Is this not right?


I can't go on
I can't get off
Think this is right

My mind is set
Your body's wet
Are you excited?
Are you afraid?


I can't go on
I can't get off
When i'm feeling this afraid

So, Tell all my friends
I said goodbe
On the twenty-first
It's a choice of mine

In The Name Of

I'm gonna slit my throat
In the name of love
With a kitchen knife
That's soaked in your blood

I'm gonna die today
Its a victory
For a coward
Who always runs away

And you expect me to care
About all the little things
But i'm giving up
This sunday morning
But i swear
This isn't giving up on you
It's giving up on me

I'm gonna cut myself
In the name of God
With a plastic knife
Soaked in chemicals

I'm gonna hang myself
It's my closing statement
Its all i have left to prove
To no one but myself

And you expect me to care
About all the little things
But i'm giving up
This sunday morning
But i swear
This isn't giving up on me
It's giving up on you

Or maybe i'm just taking you down
Maybe i'm just taking myself down
Cause what i can't give up
I just take down.

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i wrote this on a night without sleep.

a mindset of fear.

can't you see i'm bleeding lies
i see you through these bloodshot eyes
i haven't slept for days on end
they put me on pills like ambien
afraid of how much i hurt inside
i wander around deaf and blind
i'm in so much pain, i'm at my end
i'm popping pills like vicodin
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not done yet.
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just wrote it, works with the guitar i just laid down.