In The Name Of

I'm gonna slit my throat
In the name of love
With a kitchen knife
That's soaked in your blood

I'm gonna die today
Its a victory
For a coward
Who always runs away

And you expect me to care
About all the little things
But i'm giving up
This sunday morning
But i swear
This isn't giving up on you
It's giving up on me

I'm gonna cut myself
In the name of God
With a plastic knife
Soaked in chemicals

I'm gonna hang myself
It's my closing statement
Its all i have left to prove
To no one but myself

And you expect me to care
About all the little things
But i'm giving up
This sunday morning
But i swear
This isn't giving up on me
It's giving up on you

Or maybe i'm just taking you down
Maybe i'm just taking myself down
Cause what i can't give up
I just take down.

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i wrote this on a night without sleep.