Sun Bright

My life is a little bit like nihilism
I've given in-to the spectacle
Yeah my life doesn't have a point
Cause I'm never gonna be some one
Let alone somebody

there's a hurt in the back of my mind
It says don't try
just give up
there's no reason to be alive
when alive
always finds a new way
To be a lie


and I'm nostalgic for the darker days
When numbness existed as a crutch
Now life is a flight of depression
flying above and beyond
The nights where it was so common
To wake up in fright while hating life

My life is a little bit like nihilism
I've given in-to the spectacle
Yeah my life doesn't have a point
Cause I'm never gonna be some one
Let alone somebody

And the story of the year 
Is how we can hold on
to something so pointless
Like manic depression
When it bites you on the lip
You know you're hooked forever

Nihilism is my comfort zone
knowing nothing matters
Allows me to take solace in my failures
But there's a point says the existentialist
you make your own reason to go on
While you define who you really are
Now I've been defined by a razorblade
By tears and pills and little black notebooks
But one day
I think ill define myself
With a smile
With a light shining so bright
yeah ill define myself
With a smile
With a light shining so bright
just because I can
Not because I want to no
As chaos makes the world go 'round
And for once
I just want to be apart
of something more than I will ever be

My life is a little bit like nihilism
I've given in-to the spectacle
Yeah my life doesn't have a point
Cause I'm never gonna be some one
Let alone somebody
but someday
ill define myself
With a smile
With a light
shining so bright
Yeah ill define myself
With a smile
With a light
shining so bright
Shining so bright
So bright
let's define ourselves
With a smile and a light that shines brighter
than the brightest sun