Thursday, January 20, 2011

Save

do you remember all the nights
You made me scream and shout
I stormed out of the house
I walked down to the waterfront
To contemplate my everything

I thought about all the times
We kissed and made up
After we fought and broke up
It makes me sad
to see something solid
So fragile

And its in this light
That the river looks appealing
It might be cold as hell
But at least it knows what I'm feeling

And I'm thinking
I might jump in
And go for a swim

I thought about all the times
We fucked and made up
After we fought and broke up
It makes me sad
to see something solid
So fragile

And its in this light
That the river seems appealing
It might be cold as hell
But at least it knows what I'm feeling

And I'm thinking
I might be saved
But fuck that
who wants to be saved

Do you remember all the nights
I went down to the waterfront
To give up on all of this
To give up on my life
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Possibly including not the last part.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Start This

I've made up all the lies
He said to you
I've made up all the lines
He used on you

And I don't get anything
Any love any thanks
Anything I deserve
Is there any reason
I should smile
I've been here for awhile
You think you love him
But you love a lie I made
he caught you on
all my clever lines

I made a mistake
I grow more bitter each day
Now that he's with you
I grow more bitter everyday
I don't know what's wrong with me

Is it love, is it love
That I am feeling
close my eyes close my eyes
I don't want to see
What you two have
In front of me

Part of me hates you
For never realizing
it was always me

Part of me hates me
For never telling you
it was always me

And I don't get anything
Any love any thanks
Anything I deserve
Is there any reason
I should smile
I've been here for awhile
You think you love him
But you love a lie I made
he caught you on
all my clever lines

I've dug a hole
I knew I couldn't escape
I'm in this pit of despair
When he is walking on air

How
did it come, did it come
To all of this
I put a bullet in his chest

Best friends mean nothing
when you are sick
Now I'm sleeping days away
With slit wrists
I wish I never started this

And I don't get anything
Any love any thanks
Anything I deserve
Is there any reason
I should smile
I've been here for awhile
You think you love him
But you love a lie I made
he caught you on
all my clever lines
I wish I never started this...

Monday, January 10, 2011

You're A Hipster ;)

You're a hipster
You piss me off
Why don't you
Make up your mind
Live you own way
Why do you
Dress like everyone
Act like everyone else

You're a hipster
You piss me off
Why don't you
Make up your mind
Live you own way
Why do you
Dress like everyone
Act like everyone else

I HAVE OPINIONS
YOU HAVE LIES
I TAKE A STAND
YOU'LL TAKE A FALL
I BELIEVE IN IDEALS
YOU BELIEVE IN NOTHING

You're a hipster
You piss me off
Why don't you
Make up your mind
Live you own way
Why do you
Dress like everyone
Act like everyone else

Wait...wait...
Aren't some of you're best friends hipsters....?
Oh... Damn... I guess you're right...

You're All Hipsters!
You Make Me Sick!

Friday, January 7, 2011

Plane Crashes.

I'm dying to know
what you think about death
And all the morbid things
that come with eternal rest


I've got a feeling
you've got a darker side
Like secretly enjoying plane crashes in your sleep
Dreaming of eating popcorn in the pilots seat

I'm dying to know
Your deepest desires
Are they dark and depressing
Are they happy and everlasting
what are you dreaming about

I've got a feeling
you've got a darker side
Like secretly enjoying plane crashes in your sleep
Dreaming of eating popcorn in the pilots seat

The past tense of us is me
While the future tense is you
And I'm not sure how I feel
About these prearranged plans
Why did I have to lose myself in you

I'm dying to know
You inside and out
Let me inside, Let me believe
That your safely hidden from me
Or I might take a bite of you

I've got a feeling
you've got a darker side
Like secretly enjoying plane crashes in your sleep
Dreaming of eating popcorn in the pilots seat

Snapping Dynamite

I feel that the
hurt is on tonight
The bad breaks are
catching on tonight

You whisper (whisper)
into my ear
you shiver (shiver)
caught in the cold
Wishing in a well
that you never could tell
Was made
For you

And I feel like
snapping dynamite
Its all I got to
make life right in spite
Of everything
And anything
you put in your mind
like me on top of you
there's bound to be an end to this

the sugar pills are trying
Like liars in bed
They give it their all
But they never give enough

Their trying (trying)
Trying there best
As there hoping (hoping)
Hoping it'll last
Wishing in a well
that you never could tell
Was made
For you

And I feel like
snapping dynamite
Its all I got to
make life right in spite
Of everything
And anything
you put in your mind
like me on top of you
please let there be an end to this

as I'm
Snapping dynamite
I will
say goodbye
Before I
Snap this dynamite
This is my final comfort
This is me
Snapping dynamite.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Sad Pop Song

There's a voice in my head
That wants me to drop dead
Its singing sad pop songs
telling me to move along
To move along with you

I think I'm heading towards insanity
With the words that you say to me
Promising riches and dreams
That I swear you never mean

Oh but I don't want to leave you
When your stuck in my head
Sometimes a smile shows through
Just like if you were in my bed
a smile shows through

There's a voice in my head
That wants me to drop dead
Its singing sad pop songs
telling me to move along
To move along with you

I'm glad you offer me creativity
But with the effect you have on me
Has made me think of suicide
But sometimes I think I'm ready for this ride

Oh but I don't want you anymore
I want you out of my head
and it tears me at my core
To say get out of my bed
It tears me at the core

There's a voice in my head
That wants me to drop dead
Its singing sad pop songs
telling me to move along
To move along without you

The Worse And Best.

A little white lie
A big black eye
Can anything go right
Can anytone be alright
In this world of grey

It's a hit or miss
Like love and loss
That went amiss
With a greater cost

And the worse part of this is
I never made the cut
I never got laid
I've never been saved
From the asshole jacks
Always calling my name
With what they say
I guess i'm gay.

Can anything go right
Can anything be right
When no one is alright
I think i'm alright

It's a miss of a hit
Like the loss of love
That brings me back
To what i hate about you

And the worse part about this is
I always made the cut
I always got laid
I've always been saved
From all the asshole jocks
Always calling my name
With what they said
I'll fuck them up!

Can anything go right
Can anything be right
When no one is alright
I know i'm alright

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

The Story Goes.

The story starts
with a bang and a boom
(your getting known)
And there's no way
To avoid the lights
When you get to the top

Sing it out loud
That you don't care
For the spotlight
Or what they think
And how they feel

But as the story goes on
You start to give in
To what they want
Playing their songs
Wearing their clothes
Your doing what they want you to do


You sang it out loud
That you didn't care
For the spotlight
Or what they thought
And how they felt

And i've heard this story
Again and again
They say you've sold out
While you're saving face
You want the money
But they want your love
You had to change

So they turned their backs
Now your on the radio
Your single is the only song
Anybody knows
And that's how the story goes

We'll sing it out loud
We'll never sell out
We'll sing it out loud
We'll never break up
Together forever
We'll rock for ourselves
(and the fans)
Unlike our favorite bands
We'll never give up

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Going Out With You

MY WALLS ARE UP
THEY'RE PAPER THIN
DON'T BLOW THEN DOWN
ILL FALL APART
GOING OUT WITH YOU

AND IM TO EMOTIONAL
TO CARE AT ALL
CAUSE WHEN I DO
I START THE SUICIDE
ILL KILL YOU ALL
BEFORE I DIE
IM GOING OUT WITH YOU

IM LIKE THE GHOST
YOU NEVER SAW
HAUNTING MYSELF
WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU
IM GOING OUT WITH YOU

MY TEETH ARE CLENCHED
MY NAILS ARE GONE
SO FUCKING ANXIOUSLY
IM BIDING MY TIME

GOING OUT WITH YOU
STARE AND SLIT
MY WRISTS DRY
ILL BE GRINNING
ON THE DAY I DIE
IM GOING OUT WITH YOU

AND IM TO EMOTIONAL
TO CARE AT ALL
CAUSE WHEN I DO
I START THE SUICIDE
ILL KILL YOU ALL
BEFORE I DIE
IM GOING OUT WITH YOU

FINGERS BLEEDING
PAIN RECEEDING
GOING NUMB
INTO OVERDRIVE
GUNS IN HAND
TARGET SET
IM SO FUCKED UP
I DON'T CARE
I WANT YOU DEAD
HERE'S TO SAYING GOODBYE
I CARE FOR YOU ALL
BUT IM TOO SICK
TOO INSANE TO GO ON
BUT I WANT TO GO OUT
IN A BANG
IN A BLAST
IM GOING OUT WITH YOU

AND IM TO EMOTIONAL
TO CARE AT ALL
CAUSE WHEN I DO
I START THE SUICIDE
ILL KILL YOU ALL
BEFORE I DIE
IM GOING OUT WITH YOU
IM GOING OUT WITH YOU!