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I've made up all the lies
He said to you
I've made up all the lines
He used on you

And I don't get anything
Any love any thanks
Anything I deserve
Is there any reason
I should smile
I've been here for awhile
You think you love him
But you love a lie I made
he caught you on
all my clever lines

I made a mistake
I grow more bitter each day
Now that he's with you
I grow more bitter everyday
I don't know what's wrong with me

Is it love, is it love
That I am feeling
close my eyes close my eyes
I don't want to see
What you two have
In front of me

Part of me hates you
For never realizing
it was always me

Part of me hates me
For never telling you
it was always me

And I don't get anything
Any love any thanks
Anything I deserve
Is there any reason
I should smile
I've been here for awhile
You think you love him
But you love a lie I made
he caught you on
all my clever lines

I've dug a hole
I knew I couldn't escape
I'm in this pit of despair
When he is walking on air

How
did it come, did it come
To all of this
I put a bullet in his chest

Best friends mean nothing
when you are sick
Now I'm sleeping days away
With slit wrists
I wish I never started this

And I don't get anything
Any love any thanks
Anything I deserve
Is there any reason
I should smile
I've been here for awhile
You think you love him
But you love a lie I made
he caught you on
all my clever lines
I wish I never started this...