Solace In The Grey Lines

I have trouble with the dark side
I just can't seem to shake it
I mean why do I feel so evil
If I can't even do a bad deed

The force is not that strong in me
I'm nothing special
I'm barely even a jedi
But still this war inside me
Is the hardest thing I will ever face

(mind trick!)
I am not the one you're looking for
Just the one you're dying for
Please don't let me go
Because I can't
Seem to face this on my own

Good and Evil
the only choices
That's what I have been told
But i find solace
In the grey lines
Neutrality just seems so much better to me

The grey is my own place
Cause I don't give a f--- Anyway
Let's ignore the war
Hide in cowardice
But maybe I'm not
that much of a coward
I'm just standing
for what I believe in
Peace
I believe in peace

The best weren't good or bad
Maybe they were both
Maybe they were dark
Maybe they were light
Then happened to join the other side
But this war is so damn pointless
In the end everyone is dead

Don't think in light and dark
Just think in you and me

(mind trick!)
I am not the one you're looking for
Just the one you're dying for
Please don't let me go
Because I can't
Seem to face this on my own

Good and Evil
the only choices
That's what I have been told
But i find solace
In the grey lines
Neutrality just seems so much better to me

I believe in peace

At Four A.M

Can you see me now
I'm on top of the world
Looking down I'm scared of heights
what if I fall what if I die
Tell me why the hell I wanted
to be all the way up here

The city is dead at four am
No ones out
Its kind of sad
I wish you were alive
to spend the time with me
no one else dares to stay awake
With me

The lost of words in my mouth
Prove to you that I never loved you
Or just that I never knew what to tell you
When you did the things that I never liked
This story ends when I die
THE STORY ENDS WHEN I DIE!

Can you see me now
I'm at the bottom of the chain
Looking up Is very scary
Everyone is bigger then me
Tell me how the hell
I came to be down here

The city is dead at four am
No ones out
but I'm kind of happy
because your here
You're alive with me
please won't you stay awake
With me

The lost of words in my mouth
Prove to you that I never loved you
Or just that I never knew what to tell you
When you did the things that I never liked
This story ends when I die
THE STORY ENDS WHEN I DIE!

The lost of words in my mouth
Prove to you that I never loved you
Or just that I never knew what to tell you
When you did the things that I never liked
This story ends when I die
THE STORY ENDS WHEN I DIE!

Hero

My life is one of pointless irony
Deadly to the point of sharpened steel
I couldn't remember the last breath taken
Before I descended to tragedy

I'm hurt and lost within my mind
These battle scars one of a kind
My tired life is left in binds
But maybe I'm just waiting for someone to be kind

The extra lives I've gained along the way
Have kept me going throughout my days
One ups are more useful then they use to be
Those green mushrooms are all I want to keep

Now I can jump but not that far
Off the ledge, bounce off that shell
Please tell me why I am doing this
For there is no girl waiting to be saved

My life is one of deadly risks
That I take despite the consequences
I can't look back I can only can move forward
Before I descended to tragedy

Broken and scared within my mind
These warrior scars one of a kind
My exhausted life is left in binds
But maybe I'm just waiting for anyone to be kind

The extra lives I've gained along the way
Have kept me going throughout my days
One ups are more useful then they use to be
Those green mushrooms are all I want to keep

Now I can jump but not that far
Off the ledge, bounce off that shell
Please tell me why I am doing this
For there is no girl waiting to be saved
there is no girl waiting to be saved

The Fruits Of Fore-Warning

Sorry always seems like a lie with you
Just like how envy was new to you
Its frightening to think about
All the scars I've got from you

You pushed me out like I was nothing
You took me back like I was something
I know now its all my fault
I should of turned the other way
But I couldn't see the path in front of me

The look in your eyes
Was always something
I wanted to deny
But the way you sang your siren song
Always brought me back to you
But now I think I have learned better
Your approval doesn't matter
Just write your woes in an envelop
Signed to me in weathered letters
With this arrangement
I think we will all be able to cope

You used love like a pawn in your schemes
You left truth behind for fun and games
its frightening to think about
The future we could of never had

You pushed me out like I was nothing
You took me back like I was something
I know now its all my fault
I should of turned the other way
But I couldn't see the path in front of me

Take this song
As a final warning
I am done
I hope your mourning
Cause I could care less


The look in your eyes
Was always something
I wanted to deny
But the way you sang your siren song
Always brought me back to you
But now I think I have learned better
Your approval doesn't matter
Just write your woes in an envelop
Signed to me in weathered letters
With this arrangement
I think we will all be able to cope

Take this song
As a final warning
I am done
I hope your mourning
Cause I could care less

Crossroads

Let's meet on the crossroads
Where we all left
Where we last met
Where we all forgot
who the hell we were

Since then I've been lost
Never knew who I was
Fill me in on your life
Cause I forgot
who you were

I know I made a mistake
Taking the road less traveled
But the truth is that
Its just the road less talked about

So,
Let's meet on the crossroads
Where we all went
Where we first met
Where we all knew
who the hell we were

Before this happened
Never knew who you were
Fill me in on your life
Cause I think I want to know
who you are

I know I made a mistake
Taking the road less traveled
But the truth is that
Its just the road less talked about

So,
Let's meet on the crossroads
One last time
We can face our failures
We can face our lives
And this will be the last time
We will remember
who the hell we were

Go Back To Start

Go back to start
That's what she said to me
When we were over
and I've taken it to heart
Its time for me to
start all over again

The way those words
Rang in my head
Make me believe
That its better off this way
I'm better off
Where I am today

So this is goodbye
To who I used to be
So this is goodbye
To all of the endings
I used to run from

I think I went the wrong way
Because I've never felt so right
Going left was always my decision
Even when it means I left you

The way those words
Rang in my head
Make me believe
That its better off this way
I'm better off
Where I am today

So this is a greetings
To who I am today
So this is a greetings
To all of the beginnings
I used to run from

I think I went the right way
Because I've never felt so wrong
Going right was always my decision
Even when it means Ill write you
A sad song on who I used to be
On who you used to be

Go back to start
That's what she said to me
When we were over
and I've taken it to heart
Its time for me to
start all over again

Reflection.

Do you understand
What it's like to hate yourself
Your soul
Screaming at your body
Every lasting word
Is drawn out in agony

This will be
The last time we take a look
At the reason
Our life is so meaningless

When you're fucked up
At an early age
There's not much you can do
But try to get rid of all the guilt

I am sick
Of everyone judging me
For being who i am
Cause does it fucking matter
No one can really be fake
Cause they're still being them
But maybe i am mistaken

All i know
Is that i am alive
And that's all the matters
When you're trying
To make it through today

The clock is ticking in my mind
It's counting down til the day i die
I'm not sure where it ends
But I'm hoping
Oh I'm hoping
That I'll die ironically

Ohhhh
The clock is ticking in my mind
It's counting down til the day i die
Sure, I'm afraid
But at least I'll never know
What it's like to be somebody else

Ohhh
Do you know what it's like
To hate yourself

These Eyes

Seeing the world
Through dead eyes
Has led me to believe
That your lies are meant
To comfort me

I only wish
I was alone again
Because i'm beginning to act
So selfishly

The tears in your eyes
Lead me to believe
That everything
Is all my fault
All of the sadness
All of the darkness
Is all my fault
Every mess up
Every fuck up
Is all my fault

Looking around
I've come to see
That these eyes
Aren't meant for me
I want to tear my eyes out
I want to rip my eyes our
Cause i only see you
And everything i put your through

Your last charade
Like a masquerade
I can see right through you
You say you're happy
You say you're fine
I can see right through you
Every laugh
Every smile
I can see right through you

It's not in my mind
It's all in my eyes
I swear on our love
It's all my fault


Looking around
I've come to see
That these eyes
Aren't meant for me
I want to tear my eyes out
I want to rip my eyes our
Cause i only see you
And everything i put your through


My bleeding eyes
They see you cry
My bleeding eyes
They see you cry
My bleeding eyes
They see you cry
My missing eyes
They see you happy.