Reflection.

Do you understand
What it's like to hate yourself
Your soul
Screaming at your body
Every lasting word
Is drawn out in agony

This will be
The last time we take a look
At the reason
Our life is so meaningless

When you're fucked up
At an early age
There's not much you can do
But try to get rid of all the guilt

I am sick
Of everyone judging me
For being who i am
Cause does it fucking matter
No one can really be fake
Cause they're still being them
But maybe i am mistaken

All i know
Is that i am alive
And that's all the matters
When you're trying
To make it through today

The clock is ticking in my mind
It's counting down til the day i die
I'm not sure where it ends
But I'm hoping
Oh I'm hoping
That I'll die ironically

Ohhhh
The clock is ticking in my mind
It's counting down til the day i die
Sure, I'm afraid
But at least I'll never know
What it's like to be somebody else

Ohhh
Do you know what it's like
To hate yourself