Red Light District

Sitting at red lights
Knowing that they'll never turn green
Its a pass time of ours
To waste time in this meaningful way
Broken red lights
Symbolic of our everything

Cars backed up behind us
Wasting time for everyone
But they fail to realize
That life is one red light

So I hope you're waiting for me
Because I have been waiting
For hours and hours
If you keep waiting
You'll soon be dead
Then ill have my own head

The cars behind our car
Don't run this never ending light
For fear of doing something wrong
In front of a perfect stranger

Sitting at red lights
Knowing that they'll never turn green
Its a pass time of ours
To waste time in this meaningful way
Broken red lights
Symbolic of our everything

You and me
And our little troubles
Pass by with our broken
Streak of luck
Which of such we never truly had
Bad luck is just my favorite excuse
As that is all I really want to have

But I think Ill be biting my tongue
When this fucking car
Follows us down this lonely shitty street
Scary thoughts of ultimate bad luck
Filling our heads
As that sketchy car takes an uzi to our face
We pass out only to find out
We've been dead this entire fucking time

End Of Our Lives

I never met an adult I liked
But now I guess I am one
So now I think I hate myself
Nothing ever really changes

I've never had a positive role model
Everybody I knew has gone wrong
Self-destroyed their own life
With false love and weak wills
They've paved a path for a monster
A self-inflicting masochist
With bloody arms and bloody wrists
Who hates everyone and everything
But he loves them all just the same
This paradox is his game

Now I am wearing thin
This chaos seems like home
Where my head has been made a prison
And my heart is the warden
This time its driving me crazy
To be divided like this
But I think the answer lies
in a prison brake
So mark my words
If I ever got a hold of a gun
I'd kiss this hell goodbye

I stopped caring
the exact minute
I saw your inhuman eyes
I knew I met a demon
I knew I saw the devil in disguise
My childs heart
Blackened in response
I saw my fate before my eyes
I'd end up a suicide
But to bad I don't believe in fate

And maybe
Somewhere along the way
Ill find a reason to believe
Ill have a change of heart
One where Ill fix my broken self
By destroying the monster
And rebuilding myself
Because picking up the pieces
And putting them back together
never truly works for long

And its true
I've never met an adult I liked
But now I guess I am one
So ill be better then all of them
Ill be someone's role model
I won't ever give up
No I won't ever give up.