End Of Our Lives

I never met an adult I liked
But now I guess I am one
So now I think I hate myself
Nothing ever really changes

I've never had a positive role model
Everybody I knew has gone wrong
Self-destroyed their own life
With false love and weak wills
They've paved a path for a monster
A self-inflicting masochist
With bloody arms and bloody wrists
Who hates everyone and everything
But he loves them all just the same
This paradox is his game

Now I am wearing thin
This chaos seems like home
Where my head has been made a prison
And my heart is the warden
This time its driving me crazy
To be divided like this
But I think the answer lies
in a prison brake
So mark my words
If I ever got a hold of a gun
I'd kiss this hell goodbye

I stopped caring
the exact minute
I saw your inhuman eyes
I knew I met a demon
I knew I saw the devil in disguise
My childs heart
Blackened in response
I saw my fate before my eyes
I'd end up a suicide
But to bad I don't believe in fate

And maybe
Somewhere along the way
Ill find a reason to believe
Ill have a change of heart
One where Ill fix my broken self
By destroying the monster
And rebuilding myself
Because picking up the pieces
And putting them back together
never truly works for long

And its true
I've never met an adult I liked
But now I guess I am one
So ill be better then all of them
Ill be someone's role model
I won't ever give up
No I won't ever give up.