Giving Up

I've got news for you angel
I've fallen and there's no way back
To the place that you find most sacred
To the place we've bleed our love away

And I am sick and tired of being told
To be happy to be grateful that I'm still alive
To get right back up again like nothing happened
If I want to suffer then goddamnit let me suffer

Its my own way to live its my own way to sing
With a broken spine and a broken voice
I am never getting back up ever again
Please don't hate me for giving up

Please dear I want you to know
who's dying here in the freezing snow
Who's lying down freezing cold with sickening feelings
Ill make it a point to be as weak as possible
So you can swoop in and do your thing
But in reality I don't want to be saved

I just want to die
Is that so hard to believe
But I want you to be satisfied
So go on and save my life
Whatever makes you happy
(I just want to see you smile)

And I am sick and tired of being told
To be happy to be grateful that I'm still alive
To get right back up again like nothing happened
If I want to suffer then goddamnit let me suffer

Its my own way to live its my own way to sing
With a broken spine and a broken voice
I am never getting back up ever again
Please don't hate me for giving up

But if it makes you happy
Ill put on a good show
Ill wake up every morning
With a smile on my face
Acting like everything is okay
But knowing that nothing
Has ever been okay
So I'm sorry to say
That I'm giving up today

I'm giving up today
I hope that you find that okay
I'm giving up today
I'm sick and tired of being alive
I'm sick and tired of living a lie
I'm giving up today
IM GIVING UP TODAY!!!!!