Bullet

If being sad
Means that someone else will be happy
Ill bite that bullet
I'd even shove the gun down my throat.

Self sacrificing
Is just a lie
I display outside my heart
To make you like me
In so many words
To make you care

There are sometimes
I just want you to scream at me
Telling me that you love me
In anyway shape or form
Because I'm beginning to think
That I don't ever cross your mind
God I hope that's not true

Now if being sad
Means that someone else will be happy
Ill bite that bullet
I'd even shove the gun down my throat
In the most painful way

Its all a lie
My facade and I
Ten feet of ice
Surrounds my heart
But it still beats
Only for you

Now I'm falling asleep
Awaiting your reply
That you won't ever send
Because you're too messed up to care
Just like me

There are sometimes
I just want you to scream at me
Telling me that you love me
In anyway shape or form
Because I'm beginning to think
That I don't ever cross your mind
God I hope that's not true
I pray that's not true

if being sad
Means that someone else will be happy
Ill bite that bullet
I'd even shove the gun down my throat
While pulling the trigger