The Hare Peacefully Drowns in the Ocean

http://soundcloud.com/kevin-kelley/the-hare-peacefully-drowns-in
I am a sea of regrets
Waving back and forth
Like a dream I can't forget
Why did I let myself succumb
To a feeling like this

Life is miserable when spent alone
But It's worse when you remember what it's like to be loved
I'm thinking of destroying everything good
That waltzes back and forth in my reality
Just to avoid it all crashing down when I'm teased with being happy

I remember the look in her eyes as she looked for reassurance on how I felt
I so desperately wanted to comfort her as she turned away in her car
But I knew I couldn't do it and i accepted I wasn't enough
There was nothing in my heart ready for something so important as her happiness
I turned back and ran to corners of my mind

I played a song on repeat
One to get me through the night
I knew I couldn't slit my wrists
If I wanted her to think I was okay
With the way that the situation panned out
I wouldn't want her to feel bad anyway
I know I can't let people feel bad for my mistakes.

I lost track of how I felt
In between falling in love
I never knew
If I wanted this
The scars on my wrist
like faded memories
Reminding me
Of how to escape

The melody of my heart began to fade
Despite any attempt I've ever made
I began to wonder if this is it
Like the flame in my house was i forgot was lit
I burned myself down
In my ocean of regret I started to drown.
It was the most at peace I've ever been

The melody of my heart began to fade
Despite any attempt I've ever made
I began to wonder if this is it
Like the flame I forgot in my house was lit
I burned myself down
In my ocean of regret I started to drown.
It was the most at peace I've ever been
Until I saw her face again