Seasonal Monsters

With each passing day
I face the darkest array
Of monsters and men
They sleep in my head
They call themselves my friends
And I tend to believe them

Running from shadows in daylight
They catch up to me at midnight
Blue eyes turned black eyed
From back alley bar fights
Between me and my mind
Losing track of time
Looking for a sign
Will I be okay one day?

Scars highlight my skin
Telling tales of failed defense
I guess I wasn't strong enough
To fight off my darker thoughts
My weakness shows the truth
Of what I have been through

Running from shadows in daylight
They catch up to me at midnight
Blue eyes turned blacked eyed
From back alley bar fights
Between me and my mind
Losing track of time
Looking for a sign
Will I be okay one day?

I think it's just this autumn weather
I feel like I am dying with the leaves
I can't wait til the flowers of spring
Start blooming in the rain
Maybe then I will have hope again

Bedroom Emotions

I blame it on the ecstasy I'm feeling
But I want to see your bed room ceiling
Tell me what words I can say to you
To make this dream come true

All I really want to do
Is to see your bedroom
All I really want to do
Is to see your bedroom

I'm not usually this kind of guy
I have exes who would testify
But I think that I just might
Find to find a way to share these covers tonight

All I really want to do
Is to see your bedroom
All I really want to do
Is to see your bedroom

I think i'm getting drunk off the thought of you
I just hope that you're getting drunk too
Cause how else would I get to be
In your bedroom under your sheets

All I really want to do
Is to see your bedroom
All I really want to do
Is to see your bedroom

All I really want to do
Is to sleep next to you
All I really want to do
Is to sleep next to you

The Avalanche

The snow fell with such beauty at dawn
Until I scarred it with my defects
I know now, that I am the monster here
I am the abominable snowman

This is me collapsing
This is the avalanche
This is me collapsing
This is the avalanche

Ex-Friends Forever

I don't know how I should feel
About you're uncommon sex appeal
Every word that you have said
Has brought me to an early end
And I know that you're a bitch
But I think that I'm okay with it

I've made choices I regret
But I know that I can't go back
To the way things used to be
The only problem is that
I'm dying without her

I've seen lightning strike you twice
And now you no longer have the will to fight
You've accepted the anchor
Dragging you down with all it's might
And I so desperately wanted to save you
But that anchor draged me down too

I've made choices I regret
And I would love to go back
To the way things used to be
The only problem is
I was dying with her

And I didn't know
How to rectify
This situation
I said goodbye
So long ago
And all I wanted
Was to crawl my way
Back to you
Even though I knew
It would destroy us both

And now the end is near my dear
Regrettably i know, i don't care
The story of two poisonous friends
That at one point tried to be lovers
Only to end up losing each other