Seasonal Monsters

With each passing day
I face the darkest array
Of monsters and men
They sleep in my head
They call themselves my friends
And I tend to believe them

Running from shadows in daylight
They catch up to me at midnight
Blue eyes turned black eyed
From back alley bar fights
Between me and my mind
Losing track of time
Looking for a sign
Will I be okay one day?

Scars highlight my skin
Telling tales of failed defense
I guess I wasn't strong enough
To fight off my darker thoughts
My weakness shows the truth
Of what I have been through

Running from shadows in daylight
They catch up to me at midnight
Blue eyes turned blacked eyed
From back alley bar fights
Between me and my mind
Losing track of time
Looking for a sign
Will I be okay one day?

I think it's just this autumn weather
I feel like I am dying with the leaves
I can't wait til the flowers of spring
Start blooming in the rain
Maybe then I will have hope again