Sinking

I hate all the ship metaphors
That I create to anchor myself to
How much I have sank
Since I've set sailed from you

And I am looking for
Something to keep myself alive
And I realized
Despite my darkest thoughts
That I don't want to die

Now watching lightning crash down on all of my dreams
I'm looking for a way to see in between the lines
That have been drawn between you and me

And I am looking for
Something to keep myself alive
And I realized
Despite my darkest thoughts
That I don't want to die

There's no silver lining to be found under the sea of memories where I drowned
And there is no hope to be found in the skies of heaven from where I fell
And there is no fear to be found in the depths of hell where i belong
A skeleton of a man I have become waiting for the bugs to eat my bones