Lifesavers

I love my friends
More than I love myself
I want to end my life
Every time I open my mouth

My only future exist in other peoples dreams

I put my heart in my hellos
And thoughts in my goodbyes
Cause if the wrong person leaves
I might lose myself that night

I'm like fire fighter
And you're just burning bridges
I spend all my time
Trying to put them out

And I'm beginning to wonder if it's worth it

We all make the same promises
More times then we like to admit
"I will be there for you, always"
"I'll never be like them"
"I'll never let you go"
"Best friends forever"
Words to comfort an anxious mind
But they always fall so short

I'm trying to fight off the urge to call it quits

I just can't see this being worth it

But I love my friends
Way too much to just say goodbye