Lost, Lately, Leaving.

I lost my feelings
Somewhere along the way
And lately
I've been retracing my steps
In hopes that I can find them
Cause living without them
Is just not living at all

I've been disingenuous
To you lately
And I'm sorry to say
(sorry to say)
That you've changed to much
For my tastes
I'm cutting my losses
Saying goodbye

I'm just so lost lately

The tables turned at 4am
As I regrettably
Texted your number
You were everything to me
And I was nothing worth seeing

"I miss you"
Those famous last words
Have gotten me in trouble
More often then Id like to admit
They spell the ending to anything
I have ever been involved in
Still I manage to let them out
At least as often as I screw up
There's nothing more depressing
Then a friendship wasted

But your different now
And you lead me on
Then torture me by leaving
I simply think I'm sick of all this shit

Still
I'm so sorry it had to turn out this way
But I hate everything that you became

I'm sorry for leaving
I wish I could of stayed
But you've mastered the art
Of pushing me away