A Boy.

I drink to much coca cola my stomachs
Already gone
My bodys pushed to the limits and my minds
In hell
It changes everytime that I open
My mouth
Yet I start a riot in my friendship circle
every week
But still the friends that matter find there way back
To me
Yeah yeah

I don't know
What's fucking wrong with me
And I can't see
What's inside of me
And I just hope
You'll be here to save me
from myself

The watching public scares the hell
out of me
Their lookin in from the outside like its a
big Fuckin deal
But I'm just a kid from new hampshire
Out of his mind
I never knew you had to be crazy to
Walk this line
Until I stood up one day and decided
Fuck this shit
Yeah yeah

I got nothing to live for
suicides always an option
I never consented to
And loves keepin me goin
But its of the saddest kind
Yeah its been unrequited
Since the beginning of time
Oh well to bad
its not like I'm goin anywhere
I'm just too messed up
To even know that I'm here
Yeah yeah

I don't know
What's fucking wrong with me
And I can't see
What's inside of me
And I just hope
You'll be here to save me
From myself

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i happen to love this one.
at least the beginning.
it might need to be fixed.
but it's basically me.