Forgotten.

I can't be who you want me to be
I can't even see who that is anymore

These shadows, have covered my eyes
No more blue, just black and white
While hiding just underneath, is red

The pain from a misguided visit
Poisoned my soul and tired it out
Now all I see in me
Lacks the fire of life
And true beauty

I can't be who you want me to be
I don't even know who that is anymore

Tip-toeing through the darkness
Trying to find my innocence
And all that I have found
Is a broken mind,
And a broken spine

For all my doom and gloom
From years behind
I've become this empty shell
Cutting my way to hell

I can't be who you want me to be
I don't even know who I am anymore

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post notes.
i dont remember when i wrote this.
and i can't decide if i still like it or not.
it's more or less just about me and how i feel.